Hey, everyone. Sorry if this fills up or goes against some rule I forgot about. I just want to get something off my chest.
You see, most of the time I’m a sorta happy person. But once or twice a month I get these depressions that make me borderline suicidal when bad stuff happens, like I get into a bad argument or something like that. Essentially I’m very thin-skinned and when that skin is broken I get these depressions.
And it’s just happened right now because of something I won’t talk about, but my point is that here I am, borderline suicidal. It’s really difficult to convey, because I’m writing these words on a fuckin’ computer instead of talking to you directly, but I feel like absolute shit right now.
So how’s your day been? I find that smalltalk usually helps get my mind off these things.