Its been a hard week for me. This song is something that I have always connected to and as sad as it is, it brings me a certain level of comfort.
The lyrics, while being generally about battling alcoholism (something I don’t believe I struggle with) it has strong lyrics that I feel coincide with some of the feelings of depression, dread, anxiety that I feel.
This particular line echoes hard in my thoughts on a day to day basis:
#"As years go crashing by,
#I think of all I’ve pondered
#So many minutes squandered,
#So many things undone
#I’ve tried to figure out
#How many lives I’ve wasted waiting for the perfect time to start"
Life is changing fast for me and I’m left unsure with what I am even doing anymore. I know this isn’t the thread for that but its this song that gets me through a bit and it is what I’m listening to.
I hope whoever actually took the time to listen to it can feel some of what I feel towards it.