Its been a hard week for me. This song is something that I have always connected to and as sad as it is, it brings me a certain level of comfort.
The lyrics, while being generally about battling alcoholism (something I don't believe I struggle with) it has strong lyrics that I feel coincide with some of the feelings of depression, dread, anxiety that I feel.
This particular line echoes hard in my thoughts on a day to day basis:
"As years go crashing by,
I think of all I've pondered
So many minutes squandered,
So many things undone
I've tried to figure out
How many lives I've wasted waiting for the perfect time to start"
Life is changing fast for me and I'm left unsure with what I am even doing anymore. I know this isn't the thread for that but its this song that gets me through a bit and it is what I'm listening to.
I hope whoever actually took the time to listen to it can feel some of what I feel towards it.